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The IRONY.
The flickers, ‘I love you’s, terms of endearment and the moments we spent together; these are the things that makes my heart skipped a beat or worst-case scenario, a flat ECG line. I told you how madly and deeply I am in love with you and so you are with me. You told me about our future plans of forever and travels toNeverland, you’ll be my Wendy and I’m your Peter Pan as I can describe it. We’ll have the most exciting love story of the lifetime if I can only imagine.
But I never thought that it can also be a momentary bliss and just a present hype of emotion. A tragedy that Shakespeare used to write. The inappropriate vampire-human love story that will exist. A forbidden love that a kiss won’t be enough. Metaphorically, everything can be dumped in a blink of an eye or like a 5-minute power nap that my dreams will then be gone and I can’t do anything to remember it. It will be forever be buried in my subconscious.
How ironic isn’t it?
I fought. You as well. We tried. But we lose. If only we were on the right time, at the right moment and with the right one at the center of it, maybe we can make it.
But after all, I’ll fight for it, for us, sooner or later. I’m hoping we’ll meet halfway. As I was inspired by Paul Nicholls of ‘If Only’,
Today, because of what I’ve learned from you, every choice I made was different and my life was completely changed. And I’ve learned that if you do that, you’re living your life fully.
